flybyus:

then she closed her eyes and found relief in a knife.

flybyus:

it's 5am. and i'm still awake.
too afraid to fall asleep.

when i close my eyes, i can feel it going through my veins.
these are the times when i hate life.

cobainacide:
oh, the awesomeness of me.

ilovelife94:

So, Auburn lost the game. And I mean "lost" in the most literal since. We had it...and we LOST it. Gave it up. It was eerily similar to the West Virgina game expect instead of being on the badass side that comes back to kick ass, we were on the losing side, which has to watch their team make really bad plays. I laugh every time I hear "Lee Zimba" to keep from crying. SERIOUSLY.

On the other hand, I no longer entertain romantic notions about UGA. I picked up one of their student newspaper editions while there (read: I am a huge nerd) and it wasn't all that impressive. It's a daily instead of a weekly, which is cool, but other than that and size it didn't have anything to pee over. Plus, their campus is gringy and completely trashed and the sororstitues were out in larger numbers than I've ever seen in Auburn. Granted, it was twice the size, but still...it was kind of ridic. The amount of people and trash on the ground made me proud to be an Auburn Tiger. (P.S. I realize that not all UGA students take part in the trashing of their campus, and I am sure (hope) that some of them are embarrassed by the actions of the tailgaters. But seriously, you guys may want to think of another system.)

Utah lost to TCU which sucks. At least I still retain romantic notions about the UofU!

Watching Golden Girls makes me oddly uncomfortable. Like, it's hilarious, seriously seriously HILARIOUS! But creepy. Just creepy. Esp. the fashion. I don't know why Katie loves this show or why I've spent the past hour watching it. I really have no explanation.

My lips are chapped.

"Star Quiz" tonight. Exam Friday. Turned in my first design project today and I need to start the second. I have a huge paper and this project and the astronomy presentation and a bunch of other shit to do before Dec. 10th-ish. Before finals, basically.

I can't tell if I'm disappointed in the actors (namely John Travolta) for the movie Old Dogs or if it stands a chance of being funny. I'm guessing the former.

Neil Gaiman is coming to Decatur, GA on Dec. 14. You can bet your ASS I will be there. Hell yes! I may pee my pants in anticipation (although my instincts tell me he's actually a giant douche bag...still!).

Watched all 3 original Star Wars movies with Katie because she hadn't seen them. I can remember watching them when I was in 7th grade and being so in love with Luke Skywalker and I felt very similar watching them this time. I never cared about Han Solo as much, and I never really knew why. I know my mom and most older women always had the hots for him but I was always and still am a Luke girl. A) Mark Hamill is HOTTTTT and B) I have never been turned on by alpha males. I mean, look at the boys I've always dated. Most of them are beta males who want to be alpha males (Peter Bloom, Josh Yates, etc.) but all of them have been true BETA males on the inside. My psyche tells me Rodney is most likely responsible for that. I just feel like if Luke and Han were in the same room, naked and ready to go, I'd pick Luke. (P.S. I am *not* talking about Harrison Ford and Mark Hamill, for both are old and wrinkly now. I'm talking about the hot sexy studs from the movies. Got it?) For me, it's all about the comfort, and I'd be intimidated by Han's blatant sexuality. Luke is fantastic. I feel the same way about him that I did (do) about Tanis Half-Elven, Michael from my imagination, etc. The imaginary people I've been mentally in a relationship with my entire life. They all have something in common, and if I could name it...Isaac has it. Maybe that's why I'm so in love with him.