I personally think I'm a nice, cool girl and I deserve better.  And I can get better.  So why am I sitting here letting this ruin my break?  If he is ok, then I am.  I am strong.  I'm not going to call and beg for him back any more.  I've put in all I can.  Fuck, isn't that what I've done this whole relationship?  If he isn't pining and crying over me, then what's the point?

That's right, there is none.

I am so over this.

Now if only my iPhone would work....